So as it turns out, we are not going to be moving after all for a lot of complicated reasons that I don't really want to get into.
But Hubby and I still have each other, the puppies, our families, our beautiful house, and one great job (hopefully soon to be two since I'm looking for a teaching job for the fall here now). So we are so so lucky to have so many amazing things in our lives.
This was such an involved, emotional, complex decision that we made. I'm very drained and am not sure if I am happy, sad, or who knows what. I'm still sorting that part out. Also, there are now mountains of things to put away and some rearranging to do since we got rid of so much.